feeling left out

I feel so left out of motherhood. Both of my sisters have a little girl. The woman I fell in love with, who had a son from her first marriage, went on to have two little girls without me. I read foster blogs where it seems everyone at least has a placement pretty continuously, if not pre-adoptive.

And me… I’m researching the best places to by gravestones for my baby. And my foster son (happily) went home to his loving family 3 months ago, and I haven’t had a call since

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Categories: baby loss, foster care

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